:) :(

morning Lord, and morning everyone :)
i thank u Lord for everything u hav given me Lord!
it's friday and im very thankful of that!
but thr's lots of work to be done within the wikend.
im exhausted, i hav no energy left anymore.
tired and sick of the sleepless nite TT
i'll go on, for the sake of my future!
but i cant take this anymore TT

=( hehe paguh keh jaat?

the day started off like other days but today is kinda special :)
finally she's willing to teach us back again :)
thank u Lord, i promise i'll behave and done all of her work :)
but why must the day ended with a bad ending?
it sucks a lot, esp when u dunno who to turn to :(
complain to mum?
that's a big NO NO!
cos she'll laugh and scolded me for being such a coward girl :(
complain to my bff?
hahah thnks girls, ily all heheeeee.
but then, i stil think im lacking of sth.
BOYFRIEND i guess?
hahahahahahhaha idk y sumtimes it feels like im a lone ranger without anyone to turn to during my bad times of the year (good times is included too hahah) and it sucks a lot!
i feel like wana exaggerate a bit in this blog of mine hahahah i want r babyyy (im secretly crushing on u rite now babyyy hahaha) to b my boyfriend and then our mami and dad will approve us and im ready to get married at a young age!
ahhahahahahahahhahaha teroknya imagination!
he's perfect; cute, HOT, hav a charming smile which melts all the girls heart, dedicated in his job(i think so) and look so loving hahahahahhahahahahahha :D
wishing he is mine is just like wishing upon a shooting star hahah it's funny rite when you had a big crush on a stranger yg u just kenal?
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA pls la kan?
hahhaha </3 HE'S A GAY.
omg im so terok, but walau apapun terjadi he's stil gonna b one of my fav crush in my list.
LOL.
i just nid to get the images of my ex(s) disappear from my mind and cos i know i hafta move on.
susah nya!:/

John 16:22

So with you: Now is your time of grief, 
but I will see you again and 
you will rejoice, 
and no one will take away your joy. 

- John 16: 22

we're sorie, we didn't meant to hurt ur feeling by goin thr w/o u :(
let this be our sirap limau (sweet and sour) time in our frenship jakla, thr x owes a time when we gonna b happy, mestila ada juak sedih2 kan?
to miss D, im x angry at u, im just upset.
upset by the way u said those unexpected words, nvr tot that u will ever do this to us :(
im alrite tho, i mean, let bypass by bypass.

















BYE.

hey babyyy, i think i wanna marrrry youuuuu :)

the more i look at you, the more i fall in love with you.
pls change baby, i wanna be yours :')
you have almost all of the things that i wanted in a man in my list, you're just so perfect for me.
but by the time i opened my eyes, i realised, it was only just a dream :(
cos u LOVE boys more than us, the betina ==

pls tell me that u wanna marry me pretty puh-lease? *polah muka comel*

mala jak cinta == haha

waaa time flies as fast as dust and wind la, esok dah friday dah :/
i like it aceli cos i LOVE wikend :)
bok lekak stalk blog sumone =)
but he's ....
i dowan to ruin his reputation as a man :P
he got face, and evrything, but adoiii, dono eh!
hahah adoiiiii dont tell me that i hav a crush on HIM!
omggggg x boleh jd tok :[
apa2 pun i stil stick to my own decision, i shud remain single til im at least 20 :)
bkn nak sombong or jual mhl or what la, but i stil couldnt find my Mr. Right for the time being.
pelik ba kan?
last time time stil in high sch bkn main gk main2 love2 ngan laki, but now?
HAHAHHAHA *speechless*
mayb i've grown up kot, i knw hu shud i choose and hu's the right one fr me.
i pray to God everyday and asked him who will be my husband in the future?
but He still answer, "Just wait and see, I pick the best one for you."
i believe in Him, i have faith in Him and He is my God and my Almighty.
sometimes kan, i hate myself, for being selfish and etc. cos kdg2 rasa mcm im the one yg jd problem maker in my relationship with someone ==
and stiap kali pk bout this, CONFIRM akan igt ngan my ex si H ya.
i regret for saying SORIE I THINK WE'RE OVER NOW to him.
that was one of the biggest mistake i ever made in my life.
but maybe God has a plan for me, and also him.
i might find sumone much much much more better than him (i hope so) and he shud turned out to be the greatest man in my life.
that's my biggest wish in my whole life :)
but pape pon study/work shud come first.
and paling important, FAMILY n FRIENDS.
cos without them, im nth :)
i think im done with my story today, hopefully my future Mr. Right is reading this right now =)
hahhahahahahhaa

For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future. -Jeremiah 29:11

OHHH MYYYY

oh gosh.
i shud wake up from this dream.
i think im crazy!
what do u guys think if a girl really can change a gay to love a girl back?
OHHH MYYY hahah rasa maok jak plah gya eh, sumpah kdk best jak :o
im crazy!
arghhh freak freak ok i'll shut this fuckin mouth of mine shut.
okay bye :/

ps. seriously, i stil think im one of those girls :o


okay,time to go now.
good nite ppl!
bak kata anis hukhik, Women sleep on the right side of the bed because even while sleeping they have to be right! :P

ada agik eh!

adoiiiii.
what's wrong with me?
can i just stop thinking bout her or shud i just say WEIIIII I FORGIVE YOU?
oh myyy, this is hard!
mayb i'll forgive her once she beg for forgiveness from me (muahahahahaha) but she's a .... i don't wanna say it here hahah you ngrojing, stop spreading fake rumours to other ppl can u?
hahah stress eh!
she's so annoying, bout other ppl's life yg she x knl pun she wana gago2 ==
concern la sgt kan?
gahahah pls deh, nasib aku baik i dont talk shit bout u to her okay :)
oh Lord have mercy on me, i have sinned!:(
what shud i do to forget bout her?!
arghhhhhh.
bye. :(